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* Thursday, July 29, 2010 *
~ 除了你 , 我谁也不要!~




我不是碰不到更好的,而是因为已经有了你,我不想再碰到
更好的


我不是不会对别人动心,而是因为已经有了你,我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心


我不是不会爱上别的人,而是我更加懂得珍惜你,能在一起不容易,已经选定的人就不要随便放 手


世界上的好人数不清,但遇到你就已经足够


即使你不是最好的,甚至不是最适合我的,但却是我最珍惜


缺点可以改正,性格可以磨合,但机会失去了就再也没有了


有人说:爱,是一种责任


现在我才明白,原来责任,就是一辈子



现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后


除了已经习惯,爱到深处之外


应该还有两个人的互相搀扶,不离不弃!



i am who i am
1:44 AM
* Saturday, July 03, 2010 *
Suffering from the same condition as last year when I almost had H1N1...

Dizziness + Cough + Fever + Shivering

The weirdest part is: last year happened on a weekend in August. This year happens on a weekend in July.

Am I suffering from H1N1 again???

*sigh*


i am who i am
8:38 PM
* Friday, June 25, 2010 *


i am who i am
4:52 PM
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~ Remember The Time ~


Do You Remember
When We Fell In Love
We Were Young
And Innocent Then
Do You Remember
How It All Began
It Just Seemed Like Heaven
So Why Did It End?

Do You Remember
Back In The Fall
We'd Be Together
All Day Long
Do You Remember
Us Holding Hands
In Each Other's Eyes
We'd Stare
(Tell Me)

Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
When We First Met
Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time

Do You Remember
How We Used To Talk
(Ya Know)
We'd Stay On The Phone
At Night Till Dawn
Do You Remember
All The Things We Said Like
I Love You So
I'll Never Let You Go

Do You Remember
Back In The Spring
Every Morning Birds Would Sing
Do You Remember
Those Special Times
They'll Just Go On And On
In The Back Of My Mind

Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
When We First Met Girl
Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
Those Sweet Memories
Will Always Be Dear To Me
And Girl No Matter What Was Said
I Will Never Forget What We Had
Now Baby

Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
When We First Met
Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time

Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
When We First Met
Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time

Remember The Times
Ooh
Remember The Times
Do You Remember Girl
Remember The Times
On The Phone You And Me
Remember The Times
Till Dawn, Two Or Three
What About Us Girl

Remember The Times
Do You. Do You, Do You,
Do You, Do You
Remember The Times
In The Park, On The Beach
Remember The Times
You And Me In Spain
Remember The Times
What About, What About...

Remember The Times
Ooh... In The Park
Remember The Times
After Dark..., Do You, Do You, Do You
Remember The Times
Do You, Do You, Do You, Do You
Remember The Times
Yeah Yeah
Remember The Times

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/m/michael+jackson/#share


i am who i am
4:52 PM
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i am who i am
4:43 PM
* *
~ I Just Can't Stop Loving You ~


I Just Want To Lay Next To You
For Awhile
You Look So Beautiful Tonight
Your Eyes Are So Lovely
Your Mouth Is So Sweet
A Lot Of People
Misunderstand Me
That's Because They Don't
Know Me At All
I Just Want To Touch You
And Hold You
I Need You
God I Need You
I Love You So Much

[Michael]
Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice So
I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our Love Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad You Came . . .

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I Love You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
Love Is The Answer

[Siedah]
I Hear Your Voice Now
You Are My Choice Now
The Love You Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And Angels Sing

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My Life
Without You

[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On

[Siedah]
I Feel We Belong

[Michael]
My Life Ain't Worth Living
If I Can't Be With You

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me Just What
Will I Do

[Siedah]
'Cause I Just Can't Stop
Loving You

[Michael]
At Night When The
Stars Shine
I Pray In You I'll Find
A Love So True . . .

[Siedah]
When Morning Awakes Me
Will You Come And Take Me
I'll Wait For You

[Michael]
You Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop Until
I Hear Your Voice Saying
"I Do"

[Siedah]
"I Do"
This Thing Can't Go Wrong

[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong

[Siedah]
Well, My Life Ain't
Worth Living

[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Michael]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
We Can Change All The World
Tomorrow

[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs Of
Yesterday

[Siedah]
I Can Say, Hey . . .Farewell
To Sorrow

[Michael]
This Is My Life And I,

[Both]
Want To See You For Always
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
No, Baby

[Michael]
Oh!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
If I Can't Stop!

[Both]
And If I Stop . . .

[Siedah]
No

[Michael]
Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .

[Siedah]
What Will I Do? Uh . . .Ooh . . .
(Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do)

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I Do
Girl!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
You Know I Do
And If I Stop . . .

[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You


i am who i am
4:42 PM
* Friday, June 18, 2010 *
sometimes I really wish I have parents who are understanding and more caring towards me...


i am who i am
8:22 PM
* *


i am who i am
12:31 AM
* Thursday, June 17, 2010 *
Is it wrong for still hoping although I've already gave up???


i am who i am
1:51 AM
* Wednesday, June 16, 2010 *
Y'all need to get ready to hear,
The unbelieveable, indescribable
Vanessa Hudgens
Baby V

Everyday I try to play another game
But my heart can't take it
I try to find another boy
But all the while I can't face it
Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop to turn inside
Oh baby please
Give us one more try

See you out with all your friends
Laughing it up as you pretend
To have a good time, I know cause I'm living the same life
I'm about to got to say
We can't keep living this same way
So I'll be the one
Yeah I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it again

Baby come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be
Together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
Love maybe
Come back

I wanna call, but then I stall
Cause after all, I just couldn't take it
Cause if your play was to push me away
You know the day, my heart you'd break it
[ Come Back To Me lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

I know we made a mistake
It's just like your foolish pride
Come back to me

Let us try, let us try, let us try

Baby come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be
Together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
Love maybe
Come back

You know you miss your Baby V
And I can see that you think about me
So why do you act like you don't care
Like all this love between us isn't there
I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know that you want me to pay for all the pain i've caused
But in the end it all comes down to just one thing
It's you and me

So I sing

Baby come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be
Together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
Love maybe
Come back


i am who i am
2:00 AM
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i am who i am
1:57 AM
* *
Spending all my nights All my money going out on the town Doing anything just to get you off of my mind But when the morning comes I'm right back where I started again Trying to forget you is just a waste of time  Baby come back, any kind of fool could see There was something in everything about you Baby come back, you can blame it all on me I was wrong, and I just can't live without you  All day long, wearing a mask of false bravado Trying to keep up the smile that hides a tear But as the sun goes down I get that empty feeling again How I wish to God that you were here  Baby come back, any kind of fool could see There was something in everything about you Baby come back, you can blame it all on me I was wrong, and I just can't live without you  Now that I put it all together Give me the chance to make you see Have you used up all the love in your heart Nothing left for me Ain't there nothing left for me  Baby come back, any kind of fool could see There was something in everything about you Baby come back, listen, you can blame it all on me I was wrong, and I just can't live without you  I was wrong, and I just can't live


i am who i am
1:55 AM
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i am who i am
1:54 AM
* *


i am who i am
1:48 AM
* *
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....


i am who i am
1:24 AM
* *
Quoted from Hui Ru's blog:

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not selfish, and it cannot be made angry easily. Love does not remember wrongs done against it. Love is never happy when others do wrong, but it is always happy with the truth. Love never gives up on people. It never stops trusting, never loses hope, and never quits.


How true... And this is exactly how I feel...


i am who i am
1:20 AM
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i am who i am
1:18 AM
* Tuesday, June 15, 2010 *
When I let you go one step further,
my eyes overflow with tears,
When you walk away one step further,
more tears start falling.
As you go away to a place where I can't reach you,
even if I reach out my hand,
I can't catch you, I can only cry.

What should I do, what should I do,
You're leaving.
What should I do, what should I do,
You're leaving me.
I love you, I love you,
I cry out to you.
But you can't hear me,
because I'm shouting through my heart.

All day long I try to erase you,
but you appear in my mind again.
All day long I try to say goodbye,
but you appear in my mind again.
Although you went to a place where I can't hold you,
even if my hand reaches out for you,
I can't find you, I can only cry.

What should I do? What should I do?
I can only see you.
What should I do? What should I do?
I love you too.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
Can you hear me?
Please come back to me,
If ain't you, I can't go on.

What should I do? What should I do?
I only have you.
What should I do? What should I do?
You're leaving.
What should I do? What should I do?
You're leaving me alone.
I love you, I love you,
I cry out to you.
But you can't hear me,
because I'm shouting through my heart.


What should I do???
I don't want this.


i am who i am
6:56 PM
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i am who i am
2:00 AM