Day 4


Slept at 3.30am last night... and woke up at 10.30am tis morning... had a terrible night... din sleep well... duno why... guess I must be sick dy... :( haiz... I miss him soo much... :( Once again, feelin emotional again... haiz... duno why... but yesterday's morning was not as terrible as today's... maybe coz I'm having headache... and then miss him soo much... and worry bout him coz he slept late last night too at around 3.30am and woke up at 7smth tis morning... -.-" 4 hours of bedtime only makes him having headache too... my pitiful darling... and he's going around singapore today enjoyin himself... while I'm stuck here at home alone... hence, terrible morning.. :( haiz... I miss u soo much, dear... :(

*sobs

Anyway, did what I usually do nowadays when I'm feeling moody and do not have da mood to do anythings ---> online!!! well... Chareli is here... She's sick and skip Uni for a day.. hehe!! tell her lecturer!! :P well... yi ling is here too... but her connection damn lousy la... she kept on dc 1... -.-" haiz... sien.... sad... :(

*sobs

Oh yeah... I called CS jz now... 12.10pm... Actually wanna call him using i-Talk... but da stupid operator kept saying nobody answer my call... Shit!!! end up have to use my hp to call him... ah well... what to do... Really can't stand it... :( so, called him using hotlink 132 idd lo... but din talk much... maybe coz he dowan me to waste my credit too much or maybe because he's busy and dowan to talk long long with me... haiz... but... one thing really pissed me off... When he answered my call, da 1st thing he said is," can you call me at night?" WTF!!! You said I can call you when I msged you earlier to ask if can call you or not... and now you are telling me to call you at night????!!! I'm totally disappointed in you! haiz...

*sobs

Moody again... haiz... anyway, continue online... continue chatting with Chareli... and then... it rains... -.-" have to switch off da pc... or else if da lightning strikes, I'll be in misery.... -.-" so... quickly off pc... It was 1pm that time... And I was just about to sit down on da sofa and meddle with my hp and to think of something to do when suddenly, my hp rang... I looked once... can't believe my eyes... look again... :D Surprised!! Surprised!!! IT'S FROM HIM!!!! :D soo happy!!! :P hehe... chat with him for a while only... but it's enough to make my day!! hehe!!! I just realised... I'm soo easy to be cheered up... -.-" is that a bad thing?? -.-" hmm.... anyway... darling called me when he's at mrt station at orchard... waiting for da rest of da people... hehe... and he's soo nice... soo sweet... soo caring... haiz... love him soo much... :P hehe... SOO HAPPY!!! :D Soo happy that I have da mood to do anything... even help mummy with da housework happily without any complaints... hehe :P

After finished with da housework, went to play da piano... hehe... played da song we used to play together... hehe... y did I played tat song?? hmm... coz when I'm in mummy's room, foldin da clothes, this song come on air in da radio... hehe... n hence... reminds me of him again... hehe... :P love u!!!!!!!!!!

And then, the rain stops... and hence... continue online again... :P feel soo happy.. lalalala!!! online online online... until mummy came back and had my lunch... and then online online online again... chat with Chareli again... lalalala.... happy happy happy... and Yi Ling msged me... saying she haven't gotten her pay yet... haiz... poor Yi Ling... three months dy and yet she still haven't gotten her pay... She's jz too soft and kind la... Not thick-skinned enough to keep asking for her pay from da boss... -.-" sorry, yi ling.. can't help u this week.. coz da centre's on hols this week... I'll help you ask again next week ya... :)

Continue again with what I'm doin earlier... online online online... bloggin bloggin bloggin... hehe... and then suddenly I received a msg again... I tot it must be yi ling replyin my previous msg... but no.... Surprised!!! Surprised!!! IT'S FROM HIM AGAIN!!! hehe!!! :P happy happy happy!!! :D Dear is on da way back to Uni now... and he said it's funny sitting in MRT... Y?? because he saw ppl huggin in MRT... -.-" aiyo... dear ah... u vy kolot le... you are now in Singapore le... not M'sia le... huggin in public is normal la... -.-" hehe... :P PDA (public display affection) is normal in Singapore la... Only M'sia is kolot la... -.-"

Anyway... guess that's all for today... need to packed my stuffs properly now... I'm leaving for Penang tonight... and talking bout tonight.... -.-" I'm kinda nervous le... Tonight might be the night to tell mummy my biggest secret... -.-" Hopefully, it turns out alright... hopefully mummy won't be mad and will support my decision... I'm soo nervous... -.-" aiks.... Wish me luck, ya, ppl...

I'm off now... tata!!! pray that I'll have a safe journey to Penang and back from Penang... I'll be back on Sunday... Wish me luck!!!

Cheers, everyone!!!

P/S: I miss you sooo much, dear!!! N love u soo much toooo!!! You are sooo sweet today!!! Muacks!!! :)

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