Part 2 of Day 3Hello there blog... I'm back... Let's us continue from where we've stop earlier... ok... went for lunch with mummy and daddy and daddy's frens at coco garden... And then went to Wetex shopping with mummy... She needed to help my auntie to buy something... duno what that thing is called in english... nvm... anyway, mummy bought me a new pair of silver earrings...as all my silver earrings are mismatched... -.-" they have lost their partners... -.-" lol.. ok... after that, went to buy some veggies at The Store and then went back home...
Right.. reached home... no mood to do anything... so went online lo... and nobody online except for dear old Seet... :P chatted wif Chareli a while until 6smth pm... She's sick... pitiful Seet... hmm... what did we chat about?? I forgot dy.. -.-" anyway... after chatting, I brought doggie out for its walk again... -.-" and then came back home and cook dinner for it... and then took my bathe... -.-" and then watched TV and had my dinner... After that, I'm home alone again... Mummy and daddy went out... duno to where... but I dun feel like going out at that moment... prefer to stay at home alone... so that in case I get emotional again, I can cry my heart out without worrying my parents or anyone will see...
Well... din get that emotional dy today... but still very sad... Drop a few tears for some time... coz I miss him very very much... :( no msgs from him... sad...
*sobs
Whenever I received a msg, I always hope it is from him... but no... haiz... da1st msg is from Yi Ling... informin me that she'll be late for our date tonight... disappointed coz it's not from him... but still very glad that Yi Ling remembered our date... she's soo good, you know?? Soo kind of her... willing to accompany me until late at night... even though she's supposed to be studyin for her mid-term... I really appreciate it, Yi Ling... :)
After a while, I received another msg... and this time, I thought it must be Yi Ling dy... though I secretly hope tat it is frm him... but how wrong I am... It's neither from Yi Ling or him... It's from O... asking me bout da hostel things... -.-" haiz... how disappointed... :(
And so, I'm back into my moody emotion... haiz... :( continue watchin tv until 10pm... and then online again... Seet din online dy... guess she must have gone to bed early... haiz...
Guess what??? CS learned singing and dancing at his orientation!!! :P sounds soo fun!!! ai... wish I'm da 1 at ntu now and his da1 stuck at home alone now.. :p haiz... I dun think UCSI's orientation will be as fun as NTU's... :( sad... aahh..well... chatted wif CS through Internet SMS... which Chareli recommended to me... :) but damn!!!! there's this part of session which I forgot to saved it!!! damn!! Now I've lost all my msgs.. T.T all those nice msgs from him.. :( damn... how could I be soo careless??? T.T my precious msgs... :( It wasn't those mushy romantic msgs... but it's those msgs which is more like from a friend rather than a bf... or shud I say.. half bf half fren... we hardly chatted like tat, u know... and da feelin was good... haiz... T.T how I wished I'm not sooo careless... haiz... what's done is done... Guess I only can try to remember what we chatted about and write it out myself dy... :( but I wan everything..not jz those parts that I remember... haiz... anyway... better write it down fast before I lost it from my memory... haiz....
*sobs
Darling's going around Singapore tomorrow... haiz.. wish I can go too... I wanna follow... I wanna go with him... :( I dowan him to go with other ppl... T.T I want him to go with me!!! only me!!! T.T isk...isk...
*sobs
haiz... no longer have da mood to continue this... I'm depressed... Tomorrow night I'm off to Penang dy... I guess maybe this shall be my last post before I'm off to Penang... will be back on Sunday evening... maybe will update my blog that time... haiz....
I miss you sooo much....haiz....
*sobs
i am who i am
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