~ I'M COOKED!!! ~


KL has been damn hot these few days that now I feel that I'm totally cooked!!! Or maybe, overcooked... -.-" sweats... Gosh... I want to run away to Alaska!!! Chill myself out at there... If only I could... HOT!!! HOT!!! HOT!!! Can't even step out of house without an umbrella at all... Aiks!!!

Sun, Sun,
Go away,
Come again another day...
CiPei is feeling damn hot these few days...

Lolx... A little song made up from the lyrics : Rain, Rain, Go Away... hehe...

Cs has been sicked for quite a few days... And, gosh... It does seems pretty serious, man!!! He seems to be dehydrating... -.-" Couldn't blame him for not listening to me though... With this kind of weather around, everybody's falling sick lo... Anyway, get well soon, dear!!! Drink loads of water!!! Stop eating those fried, oily, spicy, etc.... food!!! Lemme get back my healthy Cs when I go back this weekend... hopefully...

Oh... Dad recently bought me a broadband... Due to me unable to online for a week at KL as someone literally did not pay the bills for more than 6 months... A big thanks to her!!! And now, dad was totally unhappy with her attitude... and got me a broadband instead... As daddy said, "You don't have to worry bout the internet anymore, don't have to worry bout whether the phone bills are paid or not anymore after you got this broadband..." Hmm... true... No more worrying whether other people pays the bill or not... No more worrying whether can online or not... Thanks ya, "lau tou"!!! hehe!! However, this broadband is OMG damn expensive!!! RM499 for the small tiny weeny USB modem... -.-" And, hehe... as I took the RM98 package, every month has to pay RM98...

*Sweats*

That's a big amount of money, man!!! I guess, I really have to save and scrimp from now on... No more movies everyweek!!! Well, maybe one or two movies a month... hehe! And, yeah... Must really work hard, study hard and smart, exam smart, to get good result... make my parents proud... So that they won't feel that spending soo much money on me is not worth it... Must show them that they did a right choice in investing in me... hehe!!

Anyway, finals are coming real soon... It's just around the corner and yet I'm still slacking!!! @.@ Must start studying lo... No more playing around... -.-" Oh yeah... finally completed my part of the assignments today... Still left one more report though... Guess will do it this weekend... -.-" And then it'll be my finals... starting next friday...

*sweats*

P/S: I WANNA RUN AWAY TO ALASKA!!! OR THE NORTH OR SOUTH POLE!!! CHILL ME!!!

i am who i am
4:35 PM

~ Total Failure ~


I'm a total failure...



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i am who i am
10:40 PM

~ Some people are just too... ~


It's been two days... living my life without internet connection... What a life... There's totally no life without internet especially when you are not staying at home and are staying somewhere far away from your home... Sigh... But, what can I do?? There's just some people who are just too.... arrgghh... hard to put in words... lol... Anyway, in short, some people are just too selfish...

It's been more than 6 months the Nov '07, Dec '07 and Jan '07 phone bills are not being paid... It's July 2008 now, for goodness sake!!! And finally, the day everybody has been anticipating for has arrived... Say goodbye to our dear streamyx... Thanks a lot to the special someone whom I shall not state out the name...

I really appreciate what you have done... Making hell out of my life... Ooopss!! It's out of our life to be more accurate... Making me stuck halfway through my reports, assignment unable to do, unable to contact my groupmates for my reports and assignment... WTF!!! And now, unable to do my course selection at home... Had to go all the way to dear old Kelvin's house to do it... Aahh... Thanks ya, Nene!! =) And thanks a lot, to the "extremely special" someone..

*pissed*

How am I going to complete my 2 last assignments on time now??? F*ck... No internet = No life... Even worse, no TV at my house now... Shit... Gosh... not in the mood to continue this topic now... I guess I'll continue this once I get back home in Muar... Aarrggghhh!!!

*extremely pissed*

i am who i am
12:29 AM

~ Not worth to be believed ~


People changed as time goes by... Isn't it true??? I, too, changed as time goes by... although not much big change, but still there's a slight change in me... However, there are some people who choose not to believe that I have change... So, what should I do to make them believe that I have change?? Why can't they just believe in me??? Why must they always think that I am still the old previous me??? It really puzzles me why can't they believe in me?? Am I really not worth to be trusted?? Not worth to be believed that I have changed for the better?? Am I, once a lazy person, forever will be labeled as a lazy person, no matter how hard or how much I tried to improve, to change myself for the better??? Can't I be given a chance to be trusted?? To be believed??? Can't you just believed in me???

*sigh*

Some people just won't believe or trust in me... Forget it... I'll forever remain as the lazy, childish me in your heart... Somehow, this makes me feel useless for trying hard to improve myself for the better... Maybe I should have just stick back to who I am before... No point trying so hard to change myself and yet nobody is appreciating me...

i am who i am
10:00 PM

~ Exhausted ~


Finally... finished my Metabolic Biochemistry midterm one hour ago... Aiks... This time really die in Meta lo... Don't know how to do... Sigh... I tried my best and found out I can't do most of the questions at da back part... sad...sad... Hopefully, can get at least 70 out of 100 marks for this paper... But don't think my dream will come true... Sigh... Dear God, please... please... please... let me get at least 70% for this paper, ok??? Thanks a lot...

No more test until final exam I think... But according to Cindy, there's another quiz for Food Quality Management somewhere on early August... -.-" Early August I'll be having my final lo... Hopefully no more test until the final exam...

Anyway, did any of us noticed that recently, my blog looks kinda cacat??? -.-" I wonder how come it becocmes like that too... The post somehow is not in line... Anyone knows how to make my blog back to normal??? Please do let me know how to adjust it back to normal... Your help will be much appreciated!!!

Right now, it's the time to rush my two assignments... Last two assignments for this sem... No more last minute, please!!! Sigh... I'm getting sick of last minute works but still, there are people who enjoys last minute works... Aaarrgghhh... Not gonna help them out on last minute work anymore!! Blek!!!

I went back home last Friday and received a letter... The letter which I've been waiting for since June... Aahh... yes... it's the letter from AIG regarding to my application for the scholarship... And sigh... I failed... Did not get the scholarship... My bro did not get it too... Sigh... My bro received his letter a day earlier than me and it says that there's other better applicants than my bro... And on the other hand, my letter told me that I did not send in my documents on time... Wt*!!! My dad sent in my documents along with my bro's documents in the same envelope to AIG company in US at the same time and now they are telling me they did not received my documents on time while they received my bro's documents on time?? Super-duper pissed off with AIG although my dad works for AIG... Aaaarrgghhh... How could they simply reject me with a stupid lame reason like that???

*pissed*

I'm really going to make this matter known to all!!! How could a big company like AIG gives me such a stupid reason and reject my application for the scholarship??? Aarrggghhh!!! Anyone wanna help me to blow this matter up??? Post it in your blog saying AIG company is a big cheater!!! Post it anywhere you like in the internet!!! Tarnish AIG's name... Oh yeah... Ardy, I'll really really appreciate you if you can help me make this matter known to all... lolx! In fact, I'll appreciate anyone who help me spread this news to everyone... =) haha!!!

*sigh*

I guess, I'm not meant to receive the scholarship... sigh... I seriously need more money for my tuition fees... Sigh... Money, money, where are you?? How am I going to pay for my coming semesters' tuition fees which cost nearly ten thousand per sem?? Sigh... Take from my dad?? I wonder how is daddy going to find soo much money every four months... Take from PTPTN loan??? Gosh... my PTPTN loan is less than half of my total tuition fees, man!!! Sigh... Guess, I really really have to scrimp and save as much money as I can...

Initially, I thought, if I get the scholarship, my dad's life will be better... mummy's life will be better... and my life too will be better... But all my dreams of getting a better life are now gone in the wind... Sigh... Thought if I can get the scholarship, I can continue learning violin in KL... Sigh... missed the days learning violin... My dearest violin is now becoming the house for our eight-legged friend... Sigh... Don't worry... One of these days, I'll definitely be back for you, my dear violin!!! Scrimp and save!! No more shopping!! No more eating outside!! Save as much as I can and finally, continue learning violin!!! Haha.. Hopefully, I can do it... -.-"

Ganbatte!!! Aza!! Aza!! Fighting!!!

i am who i am
3:33 PM

~ Worm Tremor ~


Urgh... Had a wormy surprised this morning after FQM lecture... The dustbin in my house is full of those slimy white things!!! Aarrgghh.... It's damn sickening watching those worms moving all around the rubbish... Gosh... 1 week full of rubbish and yet nobody wants to throw it... Ended up, Cindy threw away the worm-fulled rubbish while I threw the rest not infested by worms... Holy shit...

It's twice this sem the two of us encountered with worms... First, the worm-infested eggs which happened last month I think... Nobody wants to admit that that is their eggs... Sigh... Why do people likes to shift blame on others?? Sigh... Ended up, it's me and Cindy who had to find ways to dispose those wormy eggs as NOBODY wants to do it and EVERYBODY only watch and scream "It's very disgusting!!! It's very smelly!! Throw it away!!!" But no actions were taken... Sigh... Actions speak louder than words, people!! HEAR!!! HEAR!!! Managed to caught hold of Kian Soon to help us to dispose the wormy eggs... hehe.. Thanks a lot, Kian Soon!!!

And next wormy day is today... 1 week-full rubbish... Wonderful smell has been emitting from those rubbish since the day (last Thursday) I went back home (Muar) and surprisingly, the rubbish is still there when I came back yesterday... I wonder how those inhabitants of !3A-0# survive for the past few days... Indeed, we have to salute them... For their ability to survive in this situation... Maybe one of these days, both Cindy and I have to ask them to impart us some of their skills in order to survive in !3A-0#...

Anyway, there's no one to save the two of us today... And nobody is going to throw those rubbish away as nobody is on automatic gear... They are on manual gear... But that's the weird thing... They drive automatic geared car while I drive manual geared car and yet, they are not automatic in life while I am... Sigh... Hence, Cindy decided to do it herself... With some help from me, she bravely threw the worm-infested rubbish + rubbish bin into the rubbish room... And washed the worms away from the bin... Urrgghh... Just by thinking about it makes me sick... @.@ And then, we found lots of dead dried worms all over the kitchen floor... @.@

Next, Cindy found a worm in her veggie... Urrgghhh... And it's half-cooked, I think... @.@ Delicious wormy... @.@ I think I'm going to vomit soon...

*Sweats*

Gosh... I wonder when on earth everybody will be more automatic in life??? Pray hard... Sigh... Some people just can't change...

Sigh...

i am who i am
5:39 PM

Cute tortoise + mushroom =)

Aren't they cute?? =P

And now.... for the SPECIAL LIMITED EDITION OF FAN'S PICS!!! BEHOLD!!!

Hey! That's me... Writing the word "lou ye" in chinese on Fan's cake!! :P

And there's Fan's cake waiting to be lit... =)

Ah Pek Fan looking soo happy at his cake...

Bite the candle!! :P

The posers... =P

Presenting... Ah Pek Fan's new toy... lolx!

Ah Pek Fan trying his new toy happily... hehe!

Hope you all enjoy the pics... I've more of it... :P hehe!! Ah Pek Fan is now officially famous in UCSI Food Science and Nutrition & Biotechnology batch Sept '07... :P even our lab technician, Mr. Tai knows him now... lolx! Ah Pek Fan, you owe me one now!!! hehehe!!! :P

XD

i am who i am
6:21 PM