~ Dilemma ~


I feel pathetic... I'm such a loser... I guess my ending is coming soon... real soon... What should I do now?? To tell or not to tell?? When I'm at my highest point of telling, I was being splashed with cold water... What exactly should I do now??? I've said before, when the time comes, when I finally mustered up my courage, I will do what I've promised you... And now, recently, I think I've found my courage... But yet... in just a matter of seconds, a few words from you, my courage is totally gone... Just like that... I'm not sure what should I do now... I don't know which route should I take now... And I'm seriously not sure if this can last long even after I tell... Can someone just give me a direction?? A sign???

*sigh*

i am who i am
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