~ I WANT THAT ESPRIT WATCH!!! ~Went to Midvalley on Saturday to get pressie for Joanne's upcoming 21st birthday... And guess what??? While shopping, I came across two ESPRIT WATCHES which caught my eyes!!! One is in black while the other is in brown... OMG!! It's soo damn nice!!! And expensive... -.-" RM 379 le... No $$ le... sigh... And I tried searching for pics of the 2 watches but couldn't find it... BOOooo!!!
I WANT IT!!! I WANT IT!!! I WANT IT!!!I don't mind a Guess watch either!! Wahahaa!!!
Hint!! Hint!!
i am who i am
1:21 AM
~ UNGRATEFUL ~Some people are just so ungrateful... You treat them good, they treat you like shit... You treat them as your good friend, yet they never seem to treat you as they good friend... Instead, they ignore your existance... As if you are not there... And then, treat other people who are never that good to them better than treating you... You used to help them in their assignments, reports, studies, etc... Yet, they never appreciate what you have done for them...
Here I am... venting my anger and frustration over the so-called good friend of mine... You may say I'm backstabbing my so-called good friend... But you never know, he maybe had backstabbed me?? Or maybe he had not... Or maybe, he is just being ungrateful to me... MAYBEs... And it is never true until the fact is known...
I used to help this so-called good friend of mine... Well, not only me... But dear Cindy as well... In fact, Cindy helps this so-called good friend of ours the most... Since the beginning of our first year until now, we had been helping this friend... Always skip classes, never bothers to get his own notes himself, always wait until the very last minute to do reports and assignments, etc... And we're the one... who signed his attendance for him, lend our copy of notes for him, sometimes even photostat for him, and helped him complete his part of the lab reports and assignments at the very last minute when he is unable to produce his part out himself...
Imagine... all those works we've done for him... We're like spoon-feeding a 20 years old baby... What the fuck... You are 20 years old and yet you expect someone same age as you to spoon feed you??? Where are your limbs?? You are not even handicapped... Even handicapped people does not need other people to spoon feed them... And here you are... after being spoon fed by us, being ungrateful to us... Is this the way you treat your saviours??? God is never going to send people to save your fucking ass anymore...
Gosh... I'm starting to sound like Cs... Vulgarities everywhere... -.-" Please don't mind me... I just couldn't help it... Especially when people are being ungrateful and selfish to me... Imagine, how will you feel when you always treat me good, but I am being ungrateful to you??? You'll understand how I feel by then...
I swear... I'm not going to treat you so kind anymore... After what you did to me and Cindy... Thanks a lot... And don't expect anymore help from the two of us!!! FUCK!!!
i am who i am
11:12 PM
~ Hot!!! ~Gosh... The weather is so damn horrible these few days... It's
freaking hot in Muar right now...
*sweats*
Well, I just got back from KL last night... Home sweet home... How I miss my own bed... haha... Yesterday's quiz is horrible... Couldn't even do a single question properly with confident... Got stuck at the 1st question... Shit!! And yet the lecturer still told us that it's going to be just fill in the blanks on Thursday... -.-" Indeed... Just fill in the blanks which consists of a lot of blanks!!! Aaarrgghh!!! 40 marks for the whole paper... I wonder if I can even get half...
*sigh*
Should have studied harder... Memorize everything... sigh... I did study seriously for this subject... Maybe it's because of what Miss Gugga said about the paper is just going to be fill in the blanks, hence, I kinda slacked a bit... Miss Gugga is a devil for sure... Wolf in a sheep's skin... Ish!! To think that she's so kind and good to us... We never know... she's evil sometimes... -.-" Must not slack in this subject anymore!!
*sigh*
What's done can never be undone... Get a grip, CP... Concentrate on the next paper which is on the next Friday... Mid-term for Principle of Nutrition... @.@ The coming week is sure going to be a busy week for me... 2 reports due next Friday... And I haven't really started on it yet... -.-" Plus, Cs's coming over next Mon... I'll definitely not be able to do my report while he's at my place as he'll most probably keep asking me to let him use my lappie... -.-"
*sweats*
And I couldn't do my report now!!! My lab manual is with Nene in KL... Aarrgghhh... Hate them boys... Never bother to get the lab manual photostated earlier and always depend on me and Cindy... F*ck... I swear I'm not going to help them anymore if they are not going to do it themselves!! BLEUK!!!!!!!!!!
Busy week ahead... =.=
Hot weather gives me headache... Damn...
i am who i am
12:46 PM
I'M SLEEPY!!!I'M EXHAUSTED!!! I'M OFF TO BED!!!NITEZ....
i am who i am
3:29 PM
~ Highlighted!! ~HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL, EVERYBODY!!! Yeah!!! It's
八月十五 according to the lunar calender today and it's mooncake festival!!! Lolx!!! However, I'm stuck here in KL since this afternoon and unable to play with my lanterns... :(
*sobs*
Anyway, I'm going to play with lanterns on this coming Tuesday as my uni will be having mooncake festival celebration!!! YEAH!!! Last year, my 1st year at UCSI, my 1st mooncake festival celebration at KL, I had Cs with me... Too bad he can't be here this year... :( Never mind la... next year still got chance1... hehe...
It rained the whole evening and nobody is in the mood to play lantern with me tonight... Thus, here I am stuck in my small miserable room having nothing to do (supposed to be studying, but I'm just lazy!! lolx!)... I was back in Muar on Friday and guess what??? The bus tix increased from the normal RM12.30 to RM16!!! OMG!!! @.@
I'm broke... wuwuwu...
*sobs*
However, the bus tix is increased during the Hari Raya period only... -.-" And the place where my bus is going to stop has been changed for the time being... -.-" I can no longer go to Pudu Raya together with Cindy... :( Have to go to Stadium Bukit Jalil all alone the next time I take the bus... -.-" It's not my first time to there but still... I been there twice only... Once with Ah Ru and the girls for some cultural performance happening at Stadium Bukit Jalil... The other time is with Lien Lien and Cindy as we went to APIIT to find Boo... And that was the only time I took LRT to Bukit Jalil... @.@ Hmm... Anyway, I guess I'm going to be able to find my way this coming Friday... -.-" I hope so...
*prays hard...*
Oh yeah!! I've
highlighted my hair!! Hehe!! Daddy finally allowed me to highlight my hair... Haha! It all happened soo fast that I could not believe it myself... -.-" Actually, I do not intend to cut or highlight or do anything to my hair for the time being... However, as my brother's back and he wanted to have a hair cut yesterday... All of us went to the hairdresser and my bro and daddy had a hair cut... And then, mummy asked me if I want to get my hair cut... But I told her I'll only get my hair cut if she's going to pay for me to highlight my hair... lolx! I'm a bad daughter... I don't deny.. haha!! And mummy asked dad and surprise!! Surprise!! Dad allowed!! And he's paying for it.. hehe!! And thus, I got my hair cut and highlighted!! lolx!! However, it did not turn out as what I expected... -.-" Kinda disappointed though... Should have done with grey colour instead... but never mind... Do it grey next time... -.-" But I have to wait for another year or 2 to get my hair straightened or highlighted or permed or dyed!! @.@ Why??? Cause I noticed, my hair is kinda dry and spoil liao... Wuwuwu... I think must be the chemical used by the auntie is not of very good quality... Sigh... My hair is only suitable for chemical by Loreal or Shishedo... -.-"
*sigh*
Must take good care of my hair from now on... -.-" And this is going to cost me a bomb... @.@
*faint*
I just realized... There are many people who actually cares for me... Touched...
*sobs*
Thanks a lot, my dear friends out there!! I appreciate you all... Very much... =)*Muacks muacks*
Lastly, a kiss to my dear... Thanks for everything and for being there for me... Although we had lots of issues lately, I'm glad it's all over for now... It might happened again... soonner or later... but for the time being...
let's cherish what we have now... Muacks...P/S: It's so sweet last night... Thanks for the sweet night... Love ya always!!
i am who i am
11:13 PM
~ 1st Quiz!! ~OMG!!! My
first quiz for my
2nd year 1st semester is coming!!! And it's going to be on tomorrow!!! And I'm not prepared yet for it at all!! Aarrgghhh... All because of some issues going on lately and hence, made me not in the mood to study lately... -.-"
*sigh*
I must control myself... my emotions... my time... -.-" Especially now that I've started continue learning my violin which I'm going to take the exam secretly without my parents knowledge next year... Shh... Don't tell them, ya!!! Or I'm going to be dead... -.-" lolx!!
Grade 5 in violin is not a piece of cake... -.-" It's even harder than piano Grade 8... -.-" Why am I still wanted to learn violin since I know it's this tough?? -.-" Hmm... Maybe cause of the result?? If I managed to get a violin Grade 8 cert... my future will be bright... I can see sun and stars shining very brightly ahead of me... lolx! Ok... I think I've exaggerated too much... Anyway... it's still true... Once you get hold of a Grade 8 cert in violin, you'll be high in demand... As there're hardly any violin teachers available... And hence, just by teaching violin can earn u lots of money!!
BIG MONEY!! Yeah!!! I'm coming!!! lolx!! Can't wait to get my Grade 8 cert... hehe!!
*evil laughters*
Wait... I think I've been dreaming too much... -.-" I can't even master a Grade 5 D Major scale yet and here I am bullshitting around... -.-" Gosh!!! I must really work harder, study harder, practice harder... Make myself proud... Make my parents proud... And make myself and my parents think that I did not waste money learning violin...
Must prove to them!! I CAN DO IT!!! GANBATTE!!
And right now, the main thing that I have to do is "pia cek" for my Principle of Nutrition 1st quiz on tomorrow... -.-" Oh well... and maybe start practicing my violin when I'm free... -.-"
*sweats*
i am who i am
12:03 PM
~ What to do now??? ~Just got back from campus and here I am blogging... I've been thinking of blogging since I woke up early this morning... Not a good day to me... Sigh.. At least I have now my violin to keep me happy and busy with... And incoming quiz which is on this very Friday and assignments and incoming lab reports... OMG!!! I'm starting to get busy and no longer will have the time for my blog!! @.@ Well, at least, this way I can keep my mind off some other stuffs...
*sigh*
Had my 1st ever violin lesson in KL just now... Lolx! I must say, I'm pretty excited and happy when I finally get to continue my violin here in KL.. haha!! My parents don't know anything about this though... -.-" But I've told them many times before that I'm going to learn my violin here and yeah... as usual, they protest... They never seem to agree with whatever I do... sigh... Hence, I'm going pokai real soon... As mummy and daddy are not going to pay for me to learn my violin here... @.@ I need more money!!! Maybe I should start working too... @.@
*sigh*
What to do... No money ma... Without money, we can't do anything at all... -.-" Oh... Made a new friend from UPM just now in shuttle bus on my way back from North Wing to South Wing... Nice girl... And surprisingly, she's doing Food Science in UPM too... lolx!! Senior... ha... Maybe Jia Ling or Tee Yan or Ai Rin knows her...
Now... what should I do??? Study??? I wish I could... But somehow, my mind is blank and unable to concentrate at all... And I'm just so tired... Although I had my usual 8 hours to sleep last night... Many things happened to me lately... And I couldn't find someone whom I can confide in... It's not that I don't have friends... I've lots of friends here... A few closed friends... But somehow I just don't wish to trouble them with my matter... Not even Shalani, my best friend whom knows my inside out... @.@ Coz I find it tedious to tell them from the beginning... lolx!
However, I still need to talk to someone I can trust and I don't have to start telling from the beginning... And yeah! I've found them... Both were already updated and don't need me to tell them much... haha.. Thanks a lot to the two of you... You know who you are... I don't have to type out your name here... =)
Did I mention I gone without my lunch today??? Oh yeah.. I did it!!! Gone without lunch and with just 2 pieces of bread for breakfast!! YEAH!!! And I walked a lot today!!! I wonder if this goes on... can I become thinner and slimmer?? I hope so... I really do hope so... Partly, I didn't take my lunch is because I've no appetite at all... And partly it's cause I'm going broke soon... And partly it's cause my lecturer said this morning that it's good to "puasa"... -.-" And I decided to "puasa" my lunch... lol! Can save money and become slimmer... lolx!!
*sigh*
I hope my swollen eyes are not visible to others... Don't wish to let them worry or know much... I like to keep my stuffs to myself and a few ppl I can trust only... It's not that I don't want to let the rest of you to know bout my stuffs, it's not that I'm selfish... Well... sometimes I'm selfish.... But it's just that I'm lazy to repeat everything from the beginning to the end... I'm bad, aren't I???
*sweat*
Anyway, I should be studying for my quiz right now instead of blogging for so long... Damn it!!!
I must learn not to be emo anymore...
i am who i am
4:40 PM
I sincerely hope you won't disappoint me...
i am who i am
7:50 PM
~ Pissed!! ~Somebody played with my lock few days ago and changed my password on my lock... Damn!!
I HATE PEOPLE TOUCH MY STUFFS AND ALTER IT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION!!! Damn pissed!!! The next time any of you touch my stuffs without my permission, I'll make sure you wish you are never born...
On a happy note, I'm back in Muar and my doggie is very happy to see me... And so am I... lol... Cs did not come back this week though and he never tell me anything about this... Was pissed, once again...
Been lacking of sleep these few days as my class started at 8am for almost everyday!! @.@ And had been sleeping at 2am these few days and woke up at 7.15am... @.@ There was once I almost unable to wake up on time... OMG!! Must change my sleeping time... No more being awake after 12.30am... @.@ I wonder if I can do it... -.-"
ZZzzz...
i am who i am
11:23 PM
~ What a Day! ~*shit!! My previous post was not automatically saved and now everything is lost and I had to re-type this whole post again!! Kns..*
1 week long of holidays finally comes to an end... How pathetic... -.-" Anyway, went back to KL this morning... And yeap! I'm moving today!! lolx! Cindy arrived at KL before me and she went to our new house and met up with 19th floor Joo (coursemate + agent)... And when finally I arrived, my parents, me, Cindy and her family met together, I must say, we're really not happy with the agent(s)...
*shit... I forgot what I typed liao... -.-" It's Friday 5th September 2008 now and I'm just too lazy to continue this post anymore... I've something more important in mind right now... So, I think I shall just end this post here... Sorry for the inconvenience.. haha! Here's a short summary of this post la...
Anyway, took us all 3 hours to finally finish moving me and Cindy's stuffs... Phew...
*The End*
i am who i am
12:36 AM
