You're soo sweet!!! :) Love ya, always!! MUACKS!!!

i am who i am
10:26 PM

He's back!! He's back!! He's back!!

:)

i am who i am
7:26 PM

~ C'est la Vie ~


It's been nearly 2 years since I last left my form 6 life... Thinking back... Form 6 life is sure the happiest and memorable moment during my school life... Not to forget my Form 3, Form 4 and Form 5 life too!! haha!! But still, I prefer Form 6 life the most... As we get to know more people and have so much more fun!! And hardly study too especially during Lower 6... Haha...

I miss the days when we, instead of sitting in class quietly, walked around the whole school like our playground and went to find our friends in another class... haha... Form 6 life is the best... As there's no rule around!! haha... Rules are really meant to be broken at Dato'... hehe! Form to Form 5 had been fun too... However, there're too many school rules around... And too many strict yet good and kind teachers... Taking away all our fun and laughters... haha!

During secondary school, we need to think a lot and seek a lot of advice before we can do something at school... However, this does not apply to life during Form 6... haha... We're the Kings and the Queens during Form 6... Even the teachers had to listen to us!!! WAHAHA!!! We made our own plans without the need to consult anyone... We walked around the school without worrying being caught by anyone... We skipped classes whenever we like... We slept during classes without bothering what the teacher in front of the class is teaching... We asked our teacher lots of questions until she's unable to answer us... (Remember the incident where Eunice bombarded our Lower 6 Chemistry Practical Teacher, Cik Forgot-what-her-name-is with lots of questions until she's speechless?? lolx!) We talked to our teachers like talking to our friends... We bullied our juniors as much as we like during the orientations... haha! But... We mugged like hell when it comes to STPM!!! @.@

Yet, all the muggings did not spoil our mood for more fun!! haha... Really miss those days... Where me, Ai Rin, Eunice and sometimes Joanne usually run to 6BB aka 6AB whenever we're free... haha... Especially during Lower 6... We're like nearly everyday, whole day at 6BB... Haha... What to do... no teacher ma... And somemore, no classroom for us ma... We're using labs as our classroom that time... how pathetic... -.-"

Then, there came the time when we had our Prefect Installation Day at Rainbow Hotel where most of us were involved... And had soo much fun... haha! Such wonderful memories... Should never be forgotten!! haha... Not to forget the Badminton Competitions that some of us organized during our Lower 6... Everybody gathered at 99 Badminton Court and compete against each other for fun... And see the long legs and long hands Qin Jian beating duno some Upper 6 guys... haha...

And I still remember, it was during those badminton practices (or should I just call it as game??) that I get to know Cs??? lolx!! Couldn't help not to mention this... haha!! I used to team with him whenever we're playing... haha... what to do... He's soo "geng" in badminton... And I'm soo "laoya"... just play for fun... But they all want play serious serious... -.-" And those who team with me usually no "mo qi" with me... They played their way, I played mine... And end up lost... -.-" But things went different when team with Cs... haha! He accomodate my way... haha... And we won!! lolx! (pls don't mind me... hehe!) And everyone's been calling him Mr. Cool coz they said he looks cool when playing badminton... And I just couldn't help it but to see how cool he is when he plays badminton... haha! Ok, fine... You're cool, Cs... haha!

And next, is our Upper 6 life... As usual, all the high positions in most clubs were dominated by the usual people from Convent... haha! And then, we had our competitions... Kawad kaki, blabla, badminton, basketball, futsal, pingpong, etc... And our Sports Day in Dato'... And oh yeah!! I got my car license too!! haha... Somewhere during Feb 2006... hehe... Passed during the first time... haha! And then, me and Cs got together after QJ being the catalyst, leaked out our little secret... -.-" haha... If not for him, I guess we won't get together so fast ba... haha...

Oh... I forgot to mention that everyone starts driving to school since Lower 6... haha... When most of us got their license and car except me... T.T sobz... haha... And we had so much fun, going for tuitions together... Rushing for tuitions one after another... Speeding all the way to tuitions... Wow!! Speeding??!! haha... And not to forget, having crushes on our seniors or seniors crushing on us juniors during Lower 6... Haha.. And the same thing happened when it's our turn to be seniors... New juniors entered Lower 6... And we get to see Idol drama everyday when a pair gets together... haha!! You know what and who I mean... lolx! Though they're no longer together, still we must thank them for giving us such a nice show to watch during Upper 6... haha!! :P

Then, some of us stayed back at school after class to study... Formed study groups... haha... Me, Lee Kiang and Cs... haha... It's usually the 3 of us in 6AT... Sometimes, we can find Joanne, Siaw Wee, Shu Ying and Cindy too... And then, there's other groups at 6AB and 6AE... And everytime we stayed back, there'll sure to be those guards walking around... "patrolling"... -.-" Making sure we're not doing "anything"... -.-" sweats... haha...

We had our biggest gathering ever too during Upper 6... haha!! It was on Ai Rin's 19th Birthday where everyone gets together... haha... How wonderful... Friends from Secondary and Form 6 gets together... Yeah, thanks a lot to Ai Rin... For making this happen... Wonder how much she spent for this big big gathering eh??? haha...

There's another thing we can never forget... And it's Qin Jian being the joker of the class (or is it the joker of whole Upper 6?? haha!) everyday quarrelled with Tze Hui (wonder where and how is she now...) and sometimes with Nin Ern... haha... He sure knows how to make us laugh... I can remember, nearly everyday, I will laughed till had a stomachache... -.-" haha... Miss his lameness and noisiness... Haha... Though he might be annoying sometimes, yet I still couldn't help it but miss him kinda lots now... haha... What to do, couldn't find anyone as noisy and yet intelligent as him liao... Sigh... -.-"

Ehx!! I left out many parts... just remember some of it now... We had a celebration too during Upper 6... Forgot what celebration is tat... But if not wrong, it's organized by the Prefects... And yeah... my first performance at Dato'... haha... With Cs accompanying me... lolx!! My first time playing together with Cs!! Woohoo!! Somemore perform in front of soo many people!! Must blog bout this.. hehe...

And finally, IT'S STPM!!! Wow!! Time sure flies fast!! @.@ Everyone started mugging and mugging and less laughter was heard... -.-" And then... end of STPM... Everyone went their separate ways... Sigh...

*sigh*

I really miss those days... Sigh... Who doesn't?? -.-" Who can bring me back to those days again??

*sigh*

Life is sure the most happening during Form 6... I will never forget those happy, sweet, sometimes bad memories in Form 6... Who doesn't miss Form 6 life, eh??? Aih... C'est la Vie!!

I shall see you all soon!!! Wahaha!!!

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i am who i am
1:19 PM

~ I wish I could be there... ~


It's my off day today!! And it's the first time I spend my off day at home for the whole day!! haha!! Well, on my first off day, I went to KL to settle some unfinished business of mine... And then, on my 2nd off day, I went to find Cs and disturbed him from studying... hehe!! :P I'm a bad girl... I know... But I just couldn't help it... haha!!

Cs has been feeling stress lately... Sigh... How I wish I could be there for him... :( And his stress level is getting worse... @.@ He couldn't sleep properly for these few days... -.-" Sigh... And he only managed to sleep for less than 2 hours last night... My pitiful dear... Sigh... He has too many things in his mind... Sigh... I really wish I could be there by his side right now... Sigh... But I know it's impossible for now... It'll only become possible next year... Sigh... But having to wait till January is just too long!! :(

*sigh*

Can the time move faster??? Let him finish his exams asap... And then, we can be together again!! lolx!!!

I can only pray hard for the time to move faster... For him to finish his exams asap... For him to feel not so stress... Chill... and stay calm... Him being stress also makes me feel bad and stress... -.-" I'm mad... -.-"

How leh... Anybody has any idea how to help me de-stress Cs?? Need help... S.O.S!!! -.-"

*sigh*

I wish.... I wish... I wish... to be able to fly to NTU right now... Sigh.... Jiayou, dear!!! Muaks!!! Love u!!

i am who i am
12:29 PM

I MISS YOU!!!

i am who i am
12:40 AM

I cut my finger again.... wuwuwuwu...

*sobs*

U seems cool to me... but warm to frens... sigh... nvm... jiayou!! ganbatte!!

i am who i am
12:52 AM

~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR!!! ~


It's CS and Shalani's Birthday today!! Woohooo!!! Double birthdays!! lolx!!

Here's a birthday song to my darling...

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to dear Siang Siang...
Happy Birthday to YOU!!!

Lolx!! hehe!!! Too bad... You're not here... :( How sad... Sigh... Otherwise can give you your birthday kiss... haha!! Miss you soo much, dear!!!

*muaks*

And... GOOD LUCK in your finals, dear!!! All da best!!! Ganbatte!! Jia You!!! Don't stress yourself too much ya!! Muaks!! I'm always there for you... hehe!!! Good luck!! Don't be nervous!! And don't cry on your big day!! hehe!! :P

Once again... Happy 21st Birthday to darling and my dear sister!! Muacks!! Love you!!! Miss you!!! :) And good luck in your finals, dear!! Jiayou!!! :)

Muaks!! Muaks!! Muaks!! Love ya, always! :)

i am who i am
12:00 AM

~ Going crazy... ~


@.@ OMG... It's barely more than 2 hours since I last met my dear and now I'm already missing him like hell... How?? -.-" How am I going to survive the next 3 weeks unable to meet him wor?? @.@

*faints*

Why is this happening to me?? -.-" missing him soo much all of the sudden... Is it because we've finally got approval from mummy and daddy?? -.-"

Haiz... miss you... miss you... miss you... Going crazy... -.-" You made me crazy... -.-" Can't wait for our next meeting... Dear... fast fast finish your exam and come back la... I'm going crazy soon... very soon... I MISS YOU!!!

*sobs*

i am who i am
2:13 PM

~ Failed... ~


A supposed dinner with Cs tonight in the end was cancelled by him... Sigh... Coz he hasn't complete revising for his finals.... How disappointing... aih...

*sigh*

And now... I've nothing to eat... -.-"

And I thought that we can have a very enjoyable dinner + his 21st Birthday celebration tonight... Who knows... This is the result... 1st failure after being approved by mummy and daddy... How sad... But what to do... Study is more important ma... So, just forget about the dinner lo... Eat honey star myself later for my dinner + supper ba... Coz mummy and daddy already had their dinner at the place I worked just now... Haha... Honey stars for dinner + supper for two nights in a row!! lolx!!

*sigh*

I've nothing else more to add... And I guess the next time we can meet openly shall be in the month of December liao... lol... How disappointing... lol... Good luck... Ganbatte... Jia you... Muaks... Byebye...

*sigh*

Why is this always happening?? After something good happened to me, it'll surely be followed by something bad... Sigh...

i am who i am
7:19 PM

~ Approved!! ~


YEAH!!! Finally!!! Cs is being approved liao!! Woohoo!!! Soo happy!!! No more complaints from him or mummy and daddy liao!! Yeah!! Daddy did not disapprove and hence... mummy has nothing to say!! yeah!! Soo happy!! :) Muaks!! Never expect a little mistake can lead to such happy ending!! hehe!!

Was so damn nervous when they somehow met just now... Luckily, with Ardy's supporting me just now and everyone else's support... We've made it!!! YEAH!!! hee!! Thanks a lot!! Mummy and daddy did not scold me or anything like before... Neither did they say anything hurtful... hehe... Daddy just teased me a little but everything else is fine!! hehe!! I'm so glad... Thank God... Thanks, Buddha... hehe...

Darling can sleep in peace from now on and do not have to worry anything about unable to meet anymore!! YEAH!!! I might be allowed to go Singapore soon too!! haha!! You never know... hehe!! Happy!! :D

I supposed... this is da best birthday gift for you ever, right, dear?? hehe!! And I'm looking forward to our dinner tomorrow!! :P

*excited!!*

Good luck to you in ur finals, dear!! And good luck to everyone else having exams!!! :) Your coming back this weekend is sure very meaningful!! hehe!!! No regrets!! Love ya always!! MUACKS!!

XD

i am who i am
11:59 PM

~ 7th Day!! ~


It's da 7th day I've worked and everything is going fine!! Though after 4pm for almost everyday, I get bored and tend to fish at work... haha... What to do... No customers... -.-" You all lor... ask you all go support me yet none of you came... -.-" Sigh... What a letdown... -.-"

*sigh*

Anyway... I'm very happy!! Coz my dear came back already!!! CAME BACK ESPECIALLY FOR ME!!! lolx!! soo happy... Thanks a lot, dear... Although you haven't finish preparing yourself for your finals next week, yet you came back for me... thanks... Really appreciate... Muaks!!! Initially thought of celebrating your birthday with you after I finish my work tomorrow... But, after some thinking... I prefer to have you by my side... hehe... muaks... Sorry for my selfishness... hehe.. But still, you gain from my selfish love... hehe.. Love you soo much!! Muaks!!

Okok... time to bed... Can't wait to see you tomorrow!! miss ya loads!!!

i am who i am
11:41 PM

~ 4th Day!! ~


Today is pretty tiring at work... Had quite a number of customers... especially when it's about time to close the shop... -.-" Making me only able to go back home at 6.45pm... -.-" But still, having all my time occupied with customers at work is better than having nothing to do and no customers to serve... -.-" haha... I'll start fishing whenever there's nothing to do and no customers around...

Been fishing since last Saturday afternoon until Sunday afternoon... -.-" haha.. Yesterday was my off day... Take note!! My off day is on every Monday!! hehe!! And once again, I went back to KL yesterday to submit a form to Dr. Chan... And went shopping at Midvalley all by myself!! hehe!! 1st time went shopping alone and I must say, the feeling is not bad... haha.. Better than shopping with one whole big group of people... -.-" It's a disaster... haha... Anyway, had to go shopping as I need to get pressies for my darling and my dearest sister... hehe... Surprisingly, somebody actually saw me at Midvalley and it's no other than Boo.... haha!! I din saw her though... And was a bit sad she did not call me when she saw me... -.-" Yer... very long time din meet you liao le, Boo... It's like half a year?? haha... Anyway, guess will be meeting you and the rest of the gang very soon... lolx!!

Got my darling and Shalani's pressie and then off I go... Back to Condo and then back home... How unfortunately that my bus which happened to be an old bus of Mayang Sari, had its air-con break down... -.-" kanasai... really kanasai... But luckily, it all went back normal after the driver stops the bus at the rest place and repair the problem... And guess what?? The air-con becomes even colder than earlier until I'm totally frozen... -.-" I miss dear's warm hug very much that time...

*sigh*

Not to worry... Will get it this Friday!! lolx!! Soo excited!!! And even plan to go for a date on Saturday night... Wonder if mummy will allow... -.-" Prays hard... Cross my fingers... haha...

Eh... I realised I did not blog bout today's work hor... -.-" Hmm... like I said above... today is tiring... Sigh... -.-" Had to rush my cleaning and closing of the shop as fast as I can so that I can go back on time... -.-" Ended up, I think my right pointer finger is kinda hurt... -.-" Wonder how did I get my pointer injured... -.-" Today, there's organic buns production again... And for the first time, I work with the buns till my arms ache... -.-" Maybe coz I did quite a lot of buns in very short time... And my right arm aches a lot... ish..ish...ish... I need massage!! Hint!! Hint!! hehe!!

Dear is sick again... Sigh... Been coughing quite badly... And I'm so worried... -.-" Drink more water and sleep early, dear!!! To make things even worse, he has hurt his ankle while playing badminton yesterday... -.-" Sigh... Pity my darling... Hope you'll get well soon and your ankle will be fine... Take good care of yourself for me!!! :P hehe... Miss ya loads... muacks!!! C'ya on Friday!!!

*I'm so excited!!!

XD

i am who i am
11:32 PM

emo... Who can cheer me up??? Sigh... I wish there's someone who will cheer me up...

i am who i am
1:24 AM