The dining table

i am who i am
9:04 PM

I CAN ONLINE AT MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE!! :P

i am who i am
7:17 PM

~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ~


Finally, I'm back home!!! Yeah!! Actually I'm back since yesterday afternoon but just kinda lazy to update my blog!! haha.... And, a good news to share... My blog is no longer cacat!!! Woohoo!! Finally!!! hahaha....

In a few more hours time, I'll be leaving for Baling, Kedah... Back to my grandma's house for the Chinese New Year... And I'll only be back on the 3rd of CNY!!! Oh... I'm missing him soo much... Need to wait till da 4th or 5th of CNY only get to see him... T.T He's coming back tomorrow with Ardy... MISS YOU!!!

*sigh*

Anyway, this shall be just a short post to announce my absence for the coming few days... Hopefully the Celcom Broadband works at my grandma's house... Or I'll definitely be bored to death... @.@ And hopefully, daddy will be in a very good mood and decided to bring us to Penang... So that I can shop and shop for the CNY... haha... I need to get a new pair of sport shoes... -.-" Just realised when I'm back in Muar yesterday that my current Nike is falling apart!! @.@ Gosh!! And I did not bring my Converse back either... -.-" No shoes to wear liao... T.T

*sobs*

Need to shop for new Nike and Converse at Penang soon!! Haha!! I doubt daddy will allow... -.-" Sigh... But, it doesn't hurt to give it a try... hehe!! :P

Anyone wanna babysit my dear doggie while I'm gone??? Just need to bring my doggie for its daily evening walk and bring it to poo and pee and feed it once a day... Anyone interested?? hehe... Pity doggie... Nobody wanna help me take care of it while I'm gone... :( Mummy doesn't want to send Nike to the hotel as she said it's expensive and doggie will be homesick... :( I doubt Nike will have appetite while we are gone back to Baling... Sigh... My pitiful baby... Sobs... If only Cs is here and willing to take care of Nike for me... How wonderful it will be... And mummy and daddy sure will like and accept him more... Aih... Cs oh Cs....

*sigh*

Well, gonna miss everyone while I'm gone... Miss the internet... Miss my baby... Miss my babies in the temple... Miss my babi... Oh... I'm soo gonna miss soo many people and things and pets!! haha...

Lastly, an early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone!!! :P I doubt I'll be able to online and wish you all Happy CNY on the day itself... So, here I am... Wishing you all first... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!! :P

And an early birthday wish to my cousin, Yvonne and friend, Phylis... Happy 20th Birthday, Ling Jia!!! Happy 21st Birthday, Phylis!!! :P

Have a great CNY and holidays, peeps!! C'ya soon!!

i am who i am
12:48 PM

~ Why is my blog cacat?? ~


Why on earth is my blog soo cacat?? -.-" How come it can never fully load?? -.-" What happened to my blog oh?? -.-" I did not even edit my template or anything... :(

*sigh*

Hope my blog will recover soon... :(

And, I just realised... my little trick did not work either... When I googled "will it be a good idea to switch to cardless payment for printing notes in library?", my blog is not shown in result part... Sigh... How disappointing... Stupid google... -.-" Don't care... bah...

I wish my blog will recover soon... And me, myself too, will recover soon...
Flu, flu, Go Away!!

*sniff*
*sniff*

i am who i am
12:47 AM

~ Q & A ~


Question: Will it be a good idea to switch to cardless payment for printing notes in library?

Answer: I don't know... I'm not NTU student... How to know oh?? And I'm not Singaporean either... How to know if NETS card or EZ link card or whatsoever cards is useful or not oh... Maybe I'll think about this later and then write out a proper answer for you lor...

Wahahaha!!! Hilarious!! I bet Cs and his groupmates, if they google for this topic for their assignment or project or research, it'll lead them to here... lolx!!! And now, dear, you can get your answer to hand up to your tutor... hahaha!!! And tell her where you found it!! lolx!!! :P

*ROFL*

I'm mad and lame... I admit it... haha... It's my only way to keep myself not feeling bored and then gets emo... hahaha... But, thanks a lot, my cool 哥... I'm not bored today... hehe... Miss ya!!! And c'ya soon!! :P Muacks!!

i am who i am
12:30 AM

~ Where Is Your Heart?? ~


I don't believe
In the smile that you with
When you walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me who's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

It seems so much is left unsaid
So much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me
Oh you and me

I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh yeah

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?

i am who i am
1:27 AM

~ Weekend in KL ~


Spending the weekend in KL is the same as growing mushroom on my head and all over my body... Terrific weekend indeed...

*sigh*

Went shopping at Times Square and fucking-lala-Sg Wang yesterday with Cindy and Pei Tse (my hsemies)... And I realised these two places are quite nice to shop at... Hmm.... I guess must be it's been a very long time since I went shopping at these two shopping mall and been bored with shopping at Midvalley... -.-" Anyway, bought myself one piece of CNY clothes... Very nice... and very cheap... Bought it at Times Square... I wanted an EDC shirt... but, boy oh boy... That piece of shirt cost RM 149.90!!! @.@ But, it's really damn nice le... If only that shirt is on sale... 50% discount!! Then I'll definitely buy it... haha...

Anyway, after spending the whole day shopping and not having any real meals, finally we went back home at around 7.30pm... And accompanied my another hsemie, Yu Hua, for dinner... and then, back to home... And it was after our little fashion show among us that both me and Pei Tse realised we're hungry... Very hungry, mind you... We just had piece of bread and few sticks of "keropok lekor" and few bites of Auntie Anne's Pretzel (Yummy pretzel... haha...) for the whole day le... @.@ Thus, da two of us went to Alibaba for our lunch + dinner + supper... Had my favourite roti bomb... Aahh... Da heavenly taste of it... Which will give me duno how much of calories after that... -.-"

And as for today... I've been growing mushrooms for the whole day and night... Sigh... No friends here... I miss you girls lots... You know who you are... There're too many of you and I'm kinda lazy to type out every names... haha... pardon my laziness... But I'm kinda busy growing mushrooms right now... haha...

I'm soo damn lame... and emo when I've nothing to do...

I'm so envy of Cs for having soo many activities everyday and soo many friends at NTU until he doesn't have time for me or to feel bored for even a second...

*sigh*

i am who i am
8:29 PM

T.T


Why you don't let me go?? :(

*sobs*

I want to go...Why you don't let me go?? ish....ish...ish....wuwuwu....

*sobs*

i am who i am
12:54 PM

~ Sien... ~


No class today as usual as my Food Microbiology lecturer is still on leave... Will only be back on next Tuesday... So, here I am... Stuck at home... Doing nothing... -.-"

Last night, went out for yumcha with "so-called" good friends... We were indeed good before any incidents happened... But things kinda change now... I really can't believe my friend is actually that despicable... I truly despise that person... I thought that person, having suffered before being cheated in relationship will be more careful and won't repeat the mistake on to other people... But, never ever judge a book by its cover... He is just as low-down as others... And now, that person is misleading the others... Being just a "so-called" friend, I doubt they will ever accept my opinions... I guess, I'll just have to ignore them and never bothers them anymore... I TRULY DESPISE YOU!!!

Anyway, to my dear friend (if you ever read this), forgot the bad things... We have to be strong and move on with our lives... It's not worth crying over such a person... And it's even not worth getting sick because of this!!! Do take good care of yourself or I'm going to let your mum know about this!!

I'm so bored... How I wish and I wish, I am able to execute Operation Twilight Infiltration this weekend... But.... having my dear friend being in emo state, I can't just leave her in lurch, can I?? And I haven't even prepare anything for OTI yet... Guess really have to postpone till February... :( And hopefully I'm free by then...

This weekend is not going to be a nice weekend... :( Mummy doesn't allow me to go back home.... And I couldn't carry out OTI... What should I do at KL??? :( Wait for mushrooms to sprout on my head...

*sigh*

MISS YOU LOADS!!! muaks....

i am who i am
11:42 AM

OMG!! You're soo cute!! I WANT YOU!!! :P

i am who i am
12:41 AM

~ Home Sweet Home ~


After just nearly 5 days in KL, I'm once again back at Muar... Yeah!! Never expect myself to come back home so early... But I just couldn't help it... Staying at KL with the fucking Celcom broadband is really terrible... -.-" What's more when Babi is back too?? hehe... So, here I am... Back home... :)

Hopefully the time will not fly so fast... The thought of going back to KL with the sucky internet connection really pissed me off... When will WiMax be available at Taman Connaught?? Sigh... KL sucks... Even shopping at Midvalley is boring and can easily make me feel sleepy... -.-" I actually lost interest in shopping!! OMG!!!

*faint*

Anyway, hopefully the coming days will be better... Looking forward to my violin lessons and coming soon violin exam... @.@ Hopefully, my violin exam will not fall on my exam period... My teacher said it'll be held from June to August... Well, keep my fingers cross... Hopefully, my exam date is somewhere in June... Haha... Although it's like less than 6 months for me to practice, yet... the earlier it ends, the better... hehe!! Then, I don't have to worry it'll clash with my finals... haha....

Boring... -.-" It's weekend... And it's definitely boring as no TV shows for me to watch... Aarrgghh... I miss Little Nyonya!! Any kind-hearted souls out there who did record it?? I wanna watch it all over again!! :(

*sigh*

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!

i am who i am
8:48 PM

~ Pokai... ~


No $$... Who want give me $$?? Sigh... No living expenses at all... All private limited... Sigh... How to survive le??? And them... still want go out soo much... -.-" I'm broke... Really broke... No $$ for my big plans liao... Operation Twilight Infiltration has to be postponed... Sigh...


*sigh*

I NEED $$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am who i am
11:08 AM

~ NO!!!!!!!! ~


I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK KL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sobs*

Please... let me stay at home forever... with my babies... and my favourite Singapore TV channels... :(

*sigh*

Tomorrow... will be the day where I need to go back to miserable KL... Sigh... If only I can bring my Singapore TV channels back to KL with me... It will be much better... lolx!!

Aih... I really don't want to go back... Life in KL sucks... With the sucking Celcom broadband... One can hardly get connected with high connection speed for a long time... Sigh... Why isn't Wimax available at Connaught yet??? Sigh... The other day the Customer Service people from Wimax called and told me it'll only be available at Connaught at the end of April... WTF!!! Why it need to take such a long time to reach my place in KL??

*sobs*

My pathetic so-called 2 months holidays has finally come to an end... Sigh... Never got the chance to go for a holiday at all... :( Hopefully, my Operation Twilight Infiltration will become a success.. lolx!! It's the only thing I'm looking forward to right now... haha!!

Pray hard... for it to come true... hehehe!!

i am who i am
12:33 AM

Today is my first time to cry for the whole afternoon in the whole brand new year 2009...

Why did I weep for such a long time??

Well, it's because Cs bullied me....


*sobs*

i am who i am
11:26 PM

~ New Year, New Resolution! ~


Say goodbye to 2008 and hello, 2009!!! Happy New Year!! It's the first post of the year!! Yeah!! New year, new mood, new me, new resolution!! Everything's new!! Let's see what shall be my new year's resolution for this year...

1. Study harder to get into the Dean's List (if it's even possible.. -.-" I must be dreaming... -.-")
2. Go Sg find my babi!! Wahaha!! (Hope my big plan works!! Pray hard...)
3. Save more money... (In short of cash... Pokai... >.<)
4. Eat less quantity but eat more times... (Lolx!!)
5. Exercise more!! (Go swimming myself even if no one else wanna swim with me!!)
6. Sleep early, wake up early... (I wonder if this will ever come true for me... :P)


Hmm.... I guess that should be it... 6 new year's resolutions... I wonder if I'm able to do it... -.-"

i am who i am
12:06 AM