I've forget about it... Yet you still wanna keep reminding me about that... And you still wanna play stranger with me... Why are you always like this?? Love making me frus... You must be sadistic... Love seeing me in pain, in frustration, in agony... damn....

i am who i am
7:20 PM

~ Should I?? Or shouldn't I?? ~


Air Asia promotion!! RM 0.00 (tix) + RM 25.00 (tax) from KL to Singapore on 21st Aug 2009!! Should I buy it?? Total including tix (RM0.00) + tax (RM25.00) + insurance (RM8.00) + skybus (RM6.50) = RM 39.50 only!! Should I buy it now?? Or shouldn't I??

I'm not sure I'll be allowed to go to Singapore yet, though... HOW?? To buy or not to buy??

Dilemma....

i am who i am
2:13 AM

~ Total Failure ~


After so long... I'm still a total failure... I fail to get my own freedom to do the things I want... And now, I fail to get my own freedom to express my feelings... Everything that I've done all these years have been decided for me... And now, even my feelings, the way I feel, my emotions... are being controlled as well... I guess... this is what my life is... Everything decided by others... I guess... I just have to accept the fact that I will never have the chance to do something according to my wishes or thinkings or feelings in my current life... This is my life... Don't worry... Everything is under controlled...

FML!!!

i am who i am
4:32 PM

~ A Place With No Name ~


I'm so tired recently... even after gettin my 10 hours of sleep the previous night, I'm still feeling tired... Must be haven't pay up my sleep debt... -.-" So tired of everything... Sigh... It's time for me to rest... But then... I never get da chance to rest... Sigh... I'm so tired... I feel I wanna go to a place with no name... And so it happens to be Michael Jackson's new unpublished song!! A Place With No Name... Nice one... hehehe...

Till then... I better get some rest or mug... Need to finish HP 6 asap before I go for da movie!! :P

P/S: Had Food Fair at UCSI two days ago and it was fun!! And I've won myself a new Recipe Book worth RM60++ at the lucky draw!!! hehe!! Only to find out that Lady Luck left me after that.. sigh... :(

i am who i am
1:30 PM

Emo...

i am who i am
2:14 AM

~ Smile ~


Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by....

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just....

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile



These few days are definitely not my day... Nothing turns out the way I wanted... Sigh... MJ's memorial service is just too touching... Wanted to re-watch it yet unable to do so... Sigh... My wish for MJ to pop out at the end of his memorial never comes true... -.-" I must be thinking too much... wtf...

Had a severe headache today after not getting enough sleep for 2 nights consecutively... -.-" Due to MJ's memorial and rush assignment... -.-" To make things even worse, something happened... and anytime it might cause the history to repeat itself... I wonder if that will happen again...

*sigh*

Was so close to tear due to that... Luckily... I have MJ's Smile to make me stronger... After listening to it, I really feel better... I must smile although my heart is aching... And smiling indeed helps... Thanks, MJ and Charlie Chaplin... for the wonderful song....

P/S: This song happened to be Michael Jackson's favourite song!! :P

i am who i am
8:57 PM

I've broken my record... Been sleeping at 4am plus for 2 days consecutive without getting any afternoon nap... I bet I'll be dead by tomorrow... Buddha bless me...

In need of free shoulder massage and back massage... Anyone wanna offer me??

*sigh*

Nite, folks!!

P/S: I wanna watch MJ's memorial again!! :( WAKE UP, MJ!!!

i am who i am
4:07 AM

I MISS MY CS!! :(

i am who i am
12:53 AM