You are right... I am really very naive... To actually think that going to Pulau Ubin with you will strengthen our relationship.... I was totally wrong... Instead of strengthening our relationship, it breaks our bond... I am really too innocent and stupid to actually think that going for a trip with you will make us closer... Never thought that a single advice and request from me can have such a great effect... I am totally speechless... Really got nothing to say... However, I will still stick to my opinion... that posting your own real number into the internet is totally a dangerous thing and stupid thing... I will not say sorry for forcing you to delete that post... I believe I am correct... And I do believe many people share the same opinion with me...

However, I did not expect... a single request to you to delete that post... can caused you to "bu shuang" me for so long... and leads you to "bu shuang" me in other parts... I am indeed speechless... Nothing comes out of my mouth and mind... I guess I will ask to tell you this... If you cannot accept me for who I am, what is the point of being with me in the first place??? Do you not like me in the first place for who I am??? Love is about accepting your other one for who he / she is... but not for expecting your other one to become the one you want... You cannot force love... You cannot force a horse to drink up a river... Pardon me if I got that idiom wrong...

Anyway, if you want to continue "bu shuang" me, go ahead... I won't stop you from changing your mindset and how you think about me... If you hate me or dislike me, go ahead and continue thinking and judging me... If in your mind and eyes, you can only think of and see my weaknesses, then I have a question to ask you... What do you see in me in the first place that attracts you and made you want to be with me??? I believe I have my own strengths... But if you are blinded by my weaknesses, I am really left with nothing to say...

What is the point of being with someone whom you can only judge, see, observe, and think of his / hers weaknesses?? What is the point of being with someone whom you cannot accept his / her weaknesses?? What is the point of being with someone whom you cannot think of his / hers strengths???

Think about it carefully...

Sometimes, I do wonder what is the point of going to trips with you if right after the trip ended, we had some disagreement and you "bu shuang" me for a long time??

Perhaps things wouldn't be this way if I had not went to Pulau Ubin with you... Perhaps we are now even happy together and loving each other more... Perhaps.... I guess there is no use to think of "perhaps" now anymore... since what's done is done...

Today... I made people bu shuang me just because I nudge the person in MSN... And just because I nudge twice... once because I'm just finding the person as the person is not finding me in MSN... as for the second time, it's because I'm testing my sounds and wondering why is my sound so soft... However, people don't like I nudge... Perhaps I'm not pretty enough... or too muscular (just like what Fansu, Nene, etc them all said...) that is why people don't like I nudge them... Perhaps my one single nudge will frighten people... That is why people don't like I nudge them... They are afraid of me... wahahaha... If only it's like that... lols...

I think too much d... -.-" must come back to reality... People don't like I nudge them... But they don't mind other people nudge them... People frus with me when I nudge them... But they will not frus with other people who nudge them as long as I am not the one who nudges them... Am I so hateful?? Why nobody ever likes me?? A single nudge from me can make other people so "tulan" me??? Why is this so?? Even I apologize... my apologies are not accepted... otherwise, accepted reluctantly... why??? Am I so "tao ren yen"???

Today, I am very happy. Because my PodPod is finally with me!!! :P Love my baby PodPod. After getting it, I realised how fragile it is. Sigh. This means I need to get PodPod some clothes to prevent it from getting cold and sick. Love ya, PodPod.

Dear wrote something at the back of PodPod. "Just for the lovely CiPei Yeo". Sounds weird hor?? I thought so too. I thought it would sound better if it goes like this instead: Especially for CiPei. Nicer! Classic! hahaha!

Oh yeah.. Wanna thank Han Keong for helping me to wait for my PodPod's arrival from the Apple store... And also, thanks for passing it to me! :) And thanks to dear for giving it as a pressie for me... (since your message sounds like you're giving it to me as a pressie... I shall accept it as a pressie then!! hehe!! :P)

I'm mad!! Like the Mad Hatter!! Lols!! I like Johnny Depp as Mad Hatter!! Superb!! Love him!! :) And I'm so gonna watch Alice in Wonderland again!!! This time in 3D!!! :P haha!! love it!! Can't believe I still remember most the story of Alice in Wonderland... Da last time I read about it was more than 10years ago... haha... I love Cheshire Cat too!! Hahahaha!!! I love its grin!! :P

Well, I guess that's all for now! Time for bed!! Nite, folks! Love ya, Piggy!! :P

P/S: I just realised my PodPod has the same color as my Mango bag!! :P hahaha

OMG!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!! Dear just said he's going to pay $50 for my Ipod Nano!!! OMG!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! :P hehehehe!!! You really surprised me this time... Really unbelievable... I really can't believe that you really changed your mind and decided to pay $50 for me... OMG!!! And I've already given up hope on getting the Red Nano... And decided to stick with the Orange Nano... I've even already started to like the Orange Nano when dear suddenly told me he'll pay $50 for me to get Red Nano!!! OMG!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!! Almost gave me a heart attack!!! @.@

I totally cannot believe that he actually changes his mind... When I asked him to just pay $33 for me to get the Red Nano, he said NO... die die also said NO... But now... suddenly... he said he'll pay $50 for me to get the Red Nano!!! OMG!!! Am I dreaming?? Is this real??? OMG!!! I can't believe it!!

I even called him and asked him... I thought he did something he shouldn't do and thus, paying $50 for me is to "bu chang" me... But, no!! OMG!! I even thought perhaps he did betray me somehow or another... but he said NO!! OMG!! Can I really believe and trust you completely?? OMG!!! I would love to!!!

And, yes I do... I trust you!! :D Thanks, dear... for making my day!!! Muacks!! I'll get you something in return... :) MUACKS!!!

Cs came over to KL on Wednesday... And I'm glad he came... :) HAPPY!!

However, he only came after I made Han Keong to go and knock on his door on Tue at almost 2am... sad hor.. :( I asked him to come before he went to sleep... but he said NO to me... :( He doesn't want to come... Only decided to come after I asked for Han Keong's help... sobs....

Anyway, I'm still glad he came... Miss him loads now that he's gone... and going back to Sg tomorrow... :(

Now, I wonder... Should I go to Singapore on the 19th March until 21st March?? I might have presentation on 22nd March le.. -.-" How?? How?? How??

If only he is going to be the one who pass me my Red Ipod Nano next weekend... it'll be wonderful!! How I wish he'll come back next weekend instead of going to JB to cut his hair instead.... :( I want you to be the one to pass me my Ipod.... sobs... It'll be a different feeling if you are the one who pass me my Ipod compared to Han Keong... sobs.. sobs... Come back next weekend lah....please.... :(

Miss ya...