Today... I made people bu shuang me just because I nudge the person in MSN... And just because I nudge twice... once because I'm just finding the person as the person is not finding me in MSN... as for the second time, it's because I'm testing my sounds and wondering why is my sound so soft... However, people don't like I nudge... Perhaps I'm not pretty enough... or too muscular (just like what Fansu, Nene, etc them all said...) that is why people don't like I nudge them... Perhaps my one single nudge will frighten people... That is why people don't like I nudge them... They are afraid of me... wahahaha... If only it's like that... lols...

I think too much d... -.-" must come back to reality... People don't like I nudge them... But they don't mind other people nudge them... People frus with me when I nudge them... But they will not frus with other people who nudge them as long as I am not the one who nudges them... Am I so hateful?? Why nobody ever likes me?? A single nudge from me can make other people so "tulan" me??? Why is this so?? Even I apologize... my apologies are not accepted... otherwise, accepted reluctantly... why??? Am I so "tao ren yen"???