2005 is the year when I started my Form 6 at SMK Dato' Sri Amar Diraja, Muar. It was also my very first time attending a co-ed school. First time interacting with guys for a whole day everyday. Not that I had never interact with guys before, but previously it was just during tuition time and most of the time during tuition, we were all focused on our tuition teacher. Thus, being my first time interacting with guys for the whole day everyday in school is a new thing to me. And thus, I was naturally quite nervous when talking to guys.

One day, while walking around the school with my best friend, I saw a guy. To me, he was the coolest guy ever and also the most pleasant looking guy in the whole form 6. Naturally, my heart flutters and thoughts of knowing this guy increases. My heart actually skipped a beat faster whenever I saw this guy around the school. After sharing this with my best friend, I only found out that my best friend actually knew this guy since birth!! How coincidence is that??!!

Thus, as any other girls who want to know the guy they like better, I sought my best friend for help. Wanting her to introduce her friend to me. Unfortunately, my best friend is also a shy girl. Though they knew each other since birth and are close family friends, my best friend knew little about this guy that I like. However, she did provide me enough information about this guy. And after doing my little research from my little bunch of friends who were in the same class as the guy, I knew more of him. However, it is not enough for me. I need to know him better.

How lucky I am one day. I went to play badminton with my friends one fine Saturday afternoon. And never did I expect, my friend asked her friends along to play and her friends asked their friends along to play. It turned out a big group of us. All from the same school though different classes. And I was super excited when I saw he was there too!!! I couldn't help it but to try my best to pair up with him while playing badminton. My badminton skills sucks a lot and I wondered if he will dislike me for being so dumb in badminton. Cause he is OMG!! SUPER COOL!! And WONDERFUL!! in badminton leh!!! Luckily, he did not show any distaste whenever I paired up with him. I'm so glad he is willing to be on the same team with me that time!! :D And it really made me nervous. Afraid that I will make a blunder while teaming with him. I was super nervous by then. But luckily, being a pro at badminton, he saved most of the game and yeah!! WE WON!! haha.. It was just a friendly match among us friends. :P I was super glad and happy able to pair up with him. However, I am still too shy to talk to him. And so, I can only stand at a corner staring at him from afar. I kept myself with my girls as I am too shy to approach him. He was standing among a bunch of guys leh!! Of course I'm shy lah!! haha.

After that day, we had more badminton outings again. And this time, I tried not to be so shy anymore. And will automatically move to his side whenever he is about to play. :P hehe!! Well, it's not entirely due to myself but my friends asked me to play whenever it is his turn to play. Haha!! So, I'm partly being forced to team with him lah!! haha!! But I'm really happy!! hehe!! During one of the badminton outings, I noticed while we're resting, that he knew my friend quite well. However, as I do not want to reveal to my friend that I like him, I did not asked about him from my friend.

I continued bugging my best friend for more informations about him after on. :P

One night, at home, while watching my favourite TV channel, my handphone suddenly rang and it showed that I had received a message. I wondered who it is from as I do not recognize the number shown. It was a forwarded message. And to my surprise, when I scrolled to the bottom, it says there: From: Chee Siang. OMG!!!!! He messaged me!!! I was super happy by then!!! Kept laughing and smiling stupidly while staring at my phone. OMG!!! I remembered mummy asked me why on earth am I smiling stupidly at my phone. And I did not even answered her. I was too happy and surprised at that time. I wondered how on earth did he got my number. And I was wondering too, does this mean he is interested in me as well??!! OMG!!!

Immediately, I texted my best friend and told her about it. I asked her if she was the one who gave him my number but she said no. Now, that is a mystery. No one else know about me crushing on him except my best friend. And I trust my best friend that she won't go around telling other people. Nope, she won't tell anyone. But I just couldn't figure out who is the one who gave him my number. OMG!!! I read back again the forwarded message that he sent to me. And whenever I read it, my heart will beat faster. Haha! And of course I did reply him. Sent him a forwarded message too. And he replied me again!! Asking me if I know who he is. Of course I know who you are, dumbo. You're the one I'm crushing on lah!! haha!! And I asked him where did he got my number from. But he's being so secretive. Not telling me anything. And only replied it's a secret. :( It made me even more curious.

However, after that little message from him, we messaged each other more often. Getting to know each other. And that is how we became closer. And the best part is, no one else know about this except me, my best friend and him!!! :P haha.

After sometime, it was his birthday. I found out earlier that he shared the same birthday as my best friend. OMG!! And my best friend was celebrating her birthday at her house and I bugged her to invite him as well!!! :P Now, that's a part which I don't remember clearly. I'm not sure if he did attend the birthday party or not. But one thing I'm sure of is that he did went to my best friend house during Deepavali. :P

As usual, I was shy in front of guys. Though we knew each other better each day through sms, yet we hardly got the chance to talk to each other in school as we were from different class. Thus, I was shy in front of him. hehe. In fact, we were both shy in front of each other. :P

Soon, my birthday arrived. And being a rebellious child, I held my own birthday party without my parent knowledge. Lying to them that my friends are throwing me a birthday party instead of me throwing myself a birthday party. Haha! I even planned for two birthday parties for 2 groups of different people. The 1st is with my little bunch of Convent girls. And the 2nd is with my best friend, my good girl friends, my good friend who happened to be a guy and knew him and another friend and of course, him!!! :P I dragged my best friend along as I was shy that time. Haha!! My first birthday party involving guys!! :P Of course lah shy!! haha!

Guess what did he give me for my birthday?? A necklace!! WOOT!!! I don't quite remember if he shared the present with his friend or not. But I think he shared with his friend lah. I was happy to receive his gift though I have something like the necklace he gave me. :P And then, after my little birthday parties, my dad came to fetch me back. And guess what??!! On the way back home, he msged me and wished my happy birthday again!! :P And I told him I wanted a birthday song from him. And never did I expect, he actually sang for me!!! OMG!!! He even mms-ed to me!! And I still have the song he first sang to me!!! :P And with guitar accompaniment some more!!! :P Though his voice is a little out of tune, it is still very sweet!! My first time having a guy sang a birthday song to me on my birthday!!! :P I was super happy till I couldn't sleep at night!!

And then it was Christmas!!! For the first time in my life, mummy allowed me to go to church with my best friend, Lienz, for Christmas!!! And I did asked him along as well!!! :P Lienz came to fetch me from my home and we went to buy small Christmas pressie to exchange at church later. He was already there when we arrived. We entered the church together and never did I realized, it was not as fun as I thought it would be. There was no dinner served, both Lienz and me were super hungry. And the desserts were not much. We ended up having empty stomach for the whole night. -.-" But with him around, my stomach suddenly became full. Haha! The so-called Christmas party ended early. Both me and Lienz were scared out of our wits. And we hurried back home after it ended.

Though the Christmas party was a little bit too much for me, yet I still did enjoyed myself with his accompaniment. :P

And that is how my life was during form 6 in 2005. That is how our story begins. And there are more to come. And I'll shall blog about it next time. I really wish our story will never end.